Thursday, May 9, 2013

DOAS: Conception

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Diary of a Viniyoga Student - Conception of the Moving With Grace Final Project

I will discuss the conception of the series developed for the final project of Foundations for Teaching and Yoga Therapy at the American Viniyoga Institute (AVI).

I intended to use the full range of skills I’ve learned thus far in my AVI training; asana, pranayama, chanting, and meditation.  I have two distinct populations that I serve, so I developed two distinct four-class series, one for each student population.  First, I wanted to teach breath in movement to serve the Bikram population.  I also taught a Viniyoga series to experienced Viniyoga practitioners.  This series will focused on deepening their experience of pranayama and adding chanting to the weekly Viniyoga class.  (This class has already encountered some counting-based ratio pranayama.)

Moving with Grace:  A four class series for regular Bikram practitioners at Geezum Crow Yoga in Montpelier, VT

The Bikram series is a fabulous workout; however, the class is so packed full of asana-s that there is rarely any time for explanation, demonstration, or real change in the understanding of the student. Specifically, the Bikram series and teaching style refer to muscles and to applying effort, but very little focus is on the breath.   The concepts of repetition and stay combined with learning the biomechanics of the breath could greatly augment the tool kit of the standard Bikram practitioner.

After a great deal of thought as to how I might teach new information in this wide variety of asana-s, I decided to follow an AVI format exploring the directions of movement.  When Gary taught us in the first unit of training, we focused on the directions of movement to learn how the breath is appropriately applied (with the intention of deepening the asana-'s desired effect.)  In the AVI training, we followed the format of forward bends, back bends, laterals, then twists.  I strayed from this sensical order so that I could meet the practitioners in familiar poses and build the vocabulary from there.)  Specifically, my first class focused on laterals, the second on forward bends, the third on back bends, the fourth focused on twists.  There are a great number of complicated asana-s that could use more attention and explanation.  A short list includes: half-moon (standing lateral), standing head-to-knee (standing asymmetrical forward bend), standing bow-pulling pose, cobra, floor bow pose, paschimottanasana, and ardha matsyandrasana (seated twist).   My concept was to break apart the Bikram series, and to teach a few different classes, each building on the last, in order to tackle some of the more difficult Bikram “goal” poses.  

To meet students where they are is a fundamental tenet of the Viniyoga approach.  Some aspects of the Bikram practice are important to note.  First, the 90-minute practice is performed in 105° heat and 40% humidity.  Secondly, there is a breathing “pranayama” (not what we would call pranayama in the Viniyoga world, but a breath practice all the same) at the beginning of class that takes a full seven minutes.  Thirdly, there is an approximately 25 minute “warm up” series at the beginning of class.  Fourthly, the first half of practice is done standing, then the practice transitions to floor work.  Lastly, it’s important to note that the Bikram series is exactly the same series of asana-s each time it is practiced.  I loosely conformed to the first four aspects of the Bikram class so that I could have a little flexibility in teaching with regards to the last point (same series each time).  I taught four different classes but did develop a standard warm-up, kept the temperature the same, and started standing before moving to the floor asana-s.  I did change Bikram’s “pranayama” but did keep a breath-centric focus for the first few minutes of class.

The Bikram community at Geezum Crow Yoga practices regularly, and is comprised of mostly 40-50+ year-old students.  The Bikram series, however, has many of the “obedience-building” aspects to it – specifically, it has many standing postures where feet are together, or heels are in one line.  Teachers are taught to instruct using language like “lock the knee” and “go beyond your flexibility.”  I told students in each class that there would be no language like this and that these guidelines for practice were what my series was meant to address.  We did asana-s maintaining hip width distance between the feet, and a slight bend to the knees was encouraged in order to protect the hamstrings while stretching the back instead.

In conclusion, I wanted to teach with as much integrity as possible, bringing the student a quality work-out experience while teaching fundamentals of breath in movement, using repetition and stay.  I kept a great deal of the structure of the Bikram sequence to provide familiarity to students learning something new, as they are so used to repeating the same thing over and over again.My current practice of the Bikram series is much different from the way I used to practice it before I learned the fundamentals of Viniyoga.  I have been documenting my changes on my blog entitled Moving with Grace (www.movinggrace.blogspot.com) and so I used this as the title for my class series.


Viniyoga with emphasis on chanting and pranayama: A substitute series for a Viniyoga class in Vermont
There is a wonderful licensed yoga therapist in the Viniyoga style.  She lives here, in Vermont, about ten minutes away.  I have known this therapist and teacher for a few years now and she has tapped me as a substitute teacher for her weekly Viniyoga class a few times.  During my first few classes, I was given a great deal of feedback to incorporate into my teaching.  Having gotten through that initial trial-by-fire, she asked me to teach four classes spanning April and May 2013 as part of a series designed to deepen the asana and pranayama (counting-based) practice by adding chanting.

This class is very special; there are up to six students at any time, and most of them are 60+ years old.  We find very different breath capacities, experience, and mobility in this group.  Many of these students have very limited mobility.  Issues we deal with in this class are severe spinal alignment issues, surgery post-cancer limiting shoulder range of motion, and generalized creakiness and joint instability due to age and various other conditions.  To add to this group, there is a student relatively new to practicing yoga at all.  I could share more but I do not want to share specifics of conditions for such a small group.

In this class, the students desire the yoga experience rather than a fitness-oriented work-out experience.  To address these needs, asana sequences need to be simple, accessible, and we need to “teach the modification” rather than the unmodified asana in many cases.  When modifying breath in asana or adding chanting, the challenge to the student must be managed carefully.  In addition, Sanskrit chanting can be challenging simply due to its foreign nature, not to mention its effects on the breath. 

The series consisted of four different classes exploring different pranayama ratios and techniques, and different chants in each.  Not only are the students limited in experience, but the teacher is also teaching much of this complex content for the first time.  So the need for simplicity within the classes was paramount.  Each class followed a floor-standing-floor format, and incorporated an average of eight asana-s.  Breath adaptation and chanting in asana are essential for preparing the student to use chanting (or internal mantra-style chanting) in pranayama practice.  The classes explore chanting in English (contentment, confidence, joy), one line chants like Om Jyothir Aham, and longer chants like Atma Hrdaye.  In addition, samana, brhmana and langhana ratios were all used, as was the technique of nadi sodhana.

This class series has given me a gift - the sequences I wrote for them are truly dear to my heart.  They are not about gymnastics at all and have been a tremendous teaching tool for me.  I now have these sweet gentle practices in my toolbox and I am looking forward to exploring them more in my own practice.  Of course, I practiced them before I taught them as well.

Friday, April 26, 2013

Diary of a Student - my VFP foundations final project


Stay tuned for updates on my final project!
I'm teaching a four class series for Bikram-ites - Viniyoga for asana-based practitioners to help them learn to breathe in the Bikram postures.  It's called Moving with Grace.
I'm also teaching a four class series on chanting and pranayama, with breath adaptation in asana to prepare for those practices.


Thursday, March 28, 2013

One truth, many paths Part 2 of 2

Image compliments of  Philosophy and Psychology
The Egyptian god Khnum is forming the future king with his right hand along with his spirit-twin, 
the Ka, with his left hand
If you haven't read part 1... you can find it here.

From about 500 BC (or earlier) to 1500 AD, cultures around the world turned inward.  Rather than continuing to look outward to nature and anthropomorphized deities of all kinds, multiple cultures came up with processes to help people understand their inner experiences and to help them change what they want to change in those experiences.  In other words, humanity began to see mastering the mind as the means for operating in an uncertain world. 
Julian James - Author of
The Origin of Consciousness
in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind
image compliments of  www.julianjaynes.org

Suffering is a universal struggle and has been for ages.  Around the world, the struggle inspired many different spiritual paths, but they all lead to the desire for freedom from suffering, whether it’s referred to as awakening, salvation, or freedom, just to name a few examples.  This includes the secularist struggle for and with meaning (see my Dad’s wonderful blog:  Hallowed Secularism).  From the Chinese philosophy of Lao Tzu to Jewish mysticism in the Kaballah, from the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali to the teachings of Buddha, the mystery of the mind came to the forefront of spiritual inquiry.  Remarkably, this happened cross-culturally around the world (learn more about “God-Consciousness” and the Bicameral Brain here.)
  

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The yoga sutras of Patanjali, which we learned about and chanted in Sanskrit, were rejected by Hinduism, because they were non-theological.  That means they do not discuss religion, or “God” as a distinct defined entity.  The text examines the human phenomenon of seeking relief from suffering – and discusses how to find the knowledge that alleviates suffering.  I have been influenced by the clarity of this ancient text, and its insights that are applicable to my everyday life.  I have meditated on a Sutra (or short aphorism) that translates to: Deep meditation burns the seeds of suffering (dhyana heyah tat vrittayah). At the training, I crafted my own asana (posture) practice, followed by an alternate nostril breath practice (nadi shodhana), and finally about twenty minutes of meditation.  The physical and breath preparation allowed me to drop in to a comfortable meditation, where I felt no fear around what arose naturally in my mind.

As a yoga practitioner new to the art of meditation, I recognized something in the countenances of both Pope Francis and His Holiness the Dalai Lama (see One Truth, many paths part 1One truth, many paths part 1).  With my limited experience in meditation, I have found that looking inward grants me sense of true relaxation and self-confidence in the face of self-doubt.  You might call this cultivating a sense of okay-ness within the craziness of the world.  This feeling comes when I connect with myself, below the level of my thoughts, feelings, and actions, as the source of unconditional awareness.   

Pope Francis I, intruduction
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H. H. the Dalai Lama compliments of writespirit.net
This act of looking inward is not easy or natural (for me, at least.)   I noticed a quality in these world religious leaders that I hope to cultivate in myself – a sense of allowing the mystery of the world.  To me, looking inward is not just a single action to be performed – it is comprised of three steps:  
  •          The willingness to turn inward
  •           The humility to ask
  •           The patience to listen

To quote The Aristos, by John Fowles:
                … below the surface, we do not know; we shall never know why; we shall never know tomorrow; we shall never know a god or if there is a god; we shall never even know ourselves.  This mysterious wall around our world and our perception of it is not there to frustrate us but to train us back to the now, to life, to our time being.
You can tell these world religious leaders (Pope Francis I and H.H. the Dalai Lama) have spent a lifetime cultivating a relationship with Mystery.  I have barely touched it but can’t wait to continue this path.  I aspire to be humble enough to stand in relationship to the mystery of this life and to all of the unanswerable questions.  I don’t know how this grants me a sense of existential relaxation, but I’m willing to practice more in order to experience it.
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One truth, many paths Part 1 of 2

Introduction of Papa Francis I (image compliments of talkingpointsmemo.com)

After two weeks at a yoga training on a mountain top in Virginia, I finally viewed the introduction of the new Pope of the Catholic Church, Pope Francis.  Tears gathered at the corners of my eyes as I watched Bergoglio in plain trappings, including his wooden cross.  The formal vestments of previous Popes had been left by the wayside.   Most striking were the smiles (even grins) of the cardinals surrounding Pope Francis.  As opposed to the grim looks, pomp, and circumstance usually marking these proceedings, the new Pope held a space of joy – contagious joy, if you will.
His Holiness the Dalai Lama (image compliments of www.writespirit.net)

He seemed to carry himself with quiet confidence and a gentle radiance which I have only seen once before – when I was fortunate enough to attend a talk by His Holiness the 14th Dalai Lama in college, at University of California, Berkeley.  H.H. the Dalai Lama seemed to radiate this quiet, and contagious, confidence and I wondered what it was that these holy leaders of different spiritual traditions might have in common. What is it about them that makes others feel joyful in their presence?
I was particularly moved to inquiry after spending two weeks studying with Gary Kraftsow, founder and director of the American Viniyoga Institute, which marked the third session of our Viniyoga Foundations for Teaching and Yoga Therapy Program.  During the final days of our training, after our intense study of meditation and of the teaching principles of pranayama, we discussed the commonalities between the world’s religious traditions.  We walked the fine line between religious teachings and phenomenology, the study of structures of consciousness as experienced from the first-person point of view.  (This definition and more on Phenomenology can be found here.)  
Our study took place at Yogaville, the beautiful community founded by Sri Swami Satchidananda.  Though this community primarily supports yoga trainings and retreats, the interfaith mission of Swami Satchidananda lives on.  The Yantra (or symbol, left) of the community and its mission shows the immense commitment to the phrase “Truth is One, Paths are Many.”  See Sri Swami Satchidananda’s interfaith teachings on Truth is One and Paths are Many.  Look closely at the many religions honored in the outside edges of the Yantra.  

LOTUS shrine - image compliments of www.yogaville.org


This symbol can be found everywhere one looks at Yogaville, and it hung over Gary’s head as he shared his take on the study of comparative religions with regards to the non-sectarian study of the mind.
There is even a celebration of these many faiths in the Interfaith room at the LOTUS shrine (right), which is quite a sight to behold if you are in the middle of nowhere in Virginia.  Satchidananda's mission was to bring people of many faiths together, in dialogue and support of the human condition.

Stay tuned for part 2... here.


Monday, February 25, 2013

... because you're worth it yoga

image compliments of nc state university, and Eric Evans - pieris japonica



What do you do for you?

What do you do that feels wonderful and exhilarating?

What nourishes you?






I do yoga, every day.  It feels good to be in my body when I do yoga.  Yoga calms my mind and makes me feel receptive, rather than wounded (sometimes).  I am playing with a few sequences for different aspects of myself.  I'm strengthening my neck, the right side of the neck, below the ear.  I might do a simple practice and some quiet breathing exercises if I only have a few minutes to spare.  I may stand on my head as part of an hour of strong asana-s (with proper preparation and compensation - don't do this at home on a whim, find a teacher!)

For some, exhilaration comes from jumping from airplanes or mountain climbing.  For me, a half hour lying on the floor can be the best time of my day.  That's right, sometimes yoga is a not-doing.  On purpose.  

Supported by the floor, I can let my body truly melt, especially with a pillow under my knees.  Finding an even distribution between right and left sides, as best as I can, I simply drift, and ride the breath.  It's hard to release that last little bit of control, and let the breath naturally flow.  Many teachers talk about the breath "breathing you" which is a strange metaphorical phrase but it's one I love.

The breath seems to be beside us at all times, consciously and unconsciously, we interact with it, we notice it, we begin to take our own temperature.  Not just on the mat, but always.  A kind of coming home, an act of self-care.  I will be with me in a caring way for this time.  I will respond to what I need right now.  I will have my needs met in this way.  It helps me to be stronger in helping others.

On days I don't practice, I have a shorter fuse and I'm naturally more... obnoxious, I think.  On days that I practice late in the day, I feel much relieved to step on my mat.  On days I practice and teach, I feel a true gift in my life.
...because I'm worth it.
...because you're worth it.

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Coming soon... the Moving with Grace Series



Have you hit a plateau with your regular practice?  Do you feel you could be getting more medical benefits from your yoga? 
Revolutionize your practice by refining your skills of attention. 

The Moving with Grace Series explores postures practiced regularly at Geezum Crow Yoga, but with a fresh twist.  Each Sunday in April, we will practice a new series based on one of the four directions of movement – Forward bending, backward bending, lateral bending, and twisting.  You’ll visit old favorites like half moon, standing head-to-knee, bow pose, and cobra, for example.  The series is designed to give you a new feel for these classic postures by learning alternate ways of preparing your body for these positions.
Instead of relying on the heat to warm us up, we will use repetitions of gentle asana-s in combination with the breath to open the body.  The class will be moderately heated but not hot like a regular hot yoga class.  All four classes will be transcribed and available for your home practice needs. 

Anna Van Fleet has instructed Bikram yoga at Geezum Crow Yoga for three years, and has continued her training in the style of Viniyoga.  This series represents a final project for her teacher training program, and the sequences we will practice will be refined and elegant.  Anna is pursuing a masters’ degree in yoga therapy and will open her own practice for one-on-one consultations in the future.  The principles of Viniyoga have transformed her studio practice and she hopes to share these gifts with our wonderful Geezum Crow community.

Pre-registration is mandatory for this series, and the class is limited to 15 practitioners.  The classes will be held Sundays, April 7, 14, 21 and 28th at Geezum Crow, and the series cost for Geezum Crow studio members is $30.  Cost for non-studio members is $50 and the class fills up first-come-first-serve.  Geezum Crow class cards are not applicable.

Sign up on the studio sign-up sheet or contact the me with the link on the right.  KontactMe widget.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Olympic Summer #3

Golden Flower image compliments of  deviantvicky.deviantart.com

A wonderful summer of family, yoga, friends, flowers, (work), and fun is going on up here in the north country!

Though I have not found my path to daily meditation (yet), I have had great success with creating a customized yoga practice for myself every day.  This is a wonderful step for me; I have not had to push myself to do yoga in any way, shape, or form.  Allowing my practice to shift to meet my current state is most welcome.  I have also learned that when I'm feeling down, though I do need to start slowly, it usually helps to bring some strong poses into my practice.  It lifts my energy and my spirits.  It also meets my Olympic summer goal: to get my heart pumping every day.

The book Yoga for Wellness (Kraftsow) is such a treasure trove of practices.  It is very special to me as I now know so much more about how to practice yoga in the viniyoga style.  The greatest thing I learned at my training was how to, rather than "moving with the breath," to let the breath envelop the movement.  So that each movement starts by inhabiting the breathing apparatus and allowing the movement to flow from there.  The movement closes before the exhale is complete, allowing mindfulness of the breath to be paramount.

Somehow this focus takes the yoga deeper - out of the musculature - and deeper into the fascia, the organs, and to me, the energy body.  

I've been working with the Yoga Therapy for Depression Physiological Rebalancing practice found here: http://www.amazon.com/Viniyoga-Depression-Beginners-Advanced-Kraftsow/dp/B005JJ0ED0
I have been combining this practice with a developmental practice for neck and shoulders found in Yoga for Wellness for a tremendous workout that balances my axial-appendicular relationship.  

I had a terrible time right at the end of college, with a neck that did not want to cooperate with my final term papers!  It took a few visits to the chiropractor to get those papers done and I limped home and tried some trigger point therapy which I thought helped immensely.  It is interesting to me that as I go deeper into the many layers of past that live on in the body, I find this injury did not heal completely.

It highlights a truth that I am learning through experience - without work to unravel past hurt, trauma, and injury, the body will instead wrap itself around those pain points.  The fascia, the muscles, the ligaments... all of it will set in chronic patterns.  Years later, you may have no idea that the pain in your hip has anything to do with that old neck injury, but lo and behold, as you work the hip and shoulder girdles, it all shows as not only related, but related in a causal way.

It's fascinating work.  Many days I wish I could turn off the world and just practice... but alas there is much else that calls me into the world.

Also if you are looking for meditation resources, I have found this great CD by Tara Brach
I find myself, for many reasons, very reluctant to meditate - to face my own mind.  This CD has guided meditations that make meditation a little more safe to me.  I hope to use them as a crutch to increase my confidence in my own buddha nature, in my own basic goodness, in my ability to witness (as opposed to my tendency to identify with the thoughts and emotions.)

More soon - happy time on the mat to you all.